If anyone wanted me to do a request, sorry, but my PC's not strong enough to handle all that; I do intend to save up for a more powerful PC, though, given my budget, might take me a few years...at least.
Sorry to put a damper on your spirit.
But I think it's safe to say that 2021 is worse than 2019 AND 2020 combined; yes there was some good stuff here and there, if you knew where to look, but it's not enough to mitigate the pain, not enough to heal the scars, and nowhere near enough to repair the damage done by the idiots of the world...even the smart ones who are supposed to help us, but instead they hurt us for their selfish gain.
Still, I believe people are basically good, even though some (not gonna say who) require more effort to convince otherwise; here's to hoping this stupid god-forsaken pandemic ends, and 2022 ends up a better year.
If I've learned anything from these past 3 years, it's this:
THERE'S ALWAYS A CHANCE, AND THERE'S ALWAYS A CHOICE; NOT A SINGLE DECISION CAN EVER LAST PERMANENTLY, WHEN EVEN THE FEWEST AMOUNT OF PEOPLE CAN STILL INFLUENCE OTHERS. NEVER STOP FIGHTING FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.
And whenever you feel like giving up, just remember:
When life knocks you down, you always have to get back up, no matter what.